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  1. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Husband finished moving out today. Thankfully no drama or any bullshit from his family. They were in and out pretty quickly. My brother came over to hang out while they were here just in case any shit started, which made me feel better. Husband will be back in a week to pick up Bruce and Bruce’s...
  2. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    Do they still have the pineapple Pepsi there?
  3. Koushirou

    Miniature Painting

    I did buy a new work mat and a runner rack yesterday…maybe I can squeeze out one of my smaller kits and not worry too much about having to move it.
  4. Koushirou

    You know you're getting old when.....

    I'm still confused as to what the fuck pickleball is and why it came out of nowhere and why the fuck is it absolutely everywhere now.
  5. Koushirou

    Miniature Painting

    Sadly I haven’t even built anything in a while and the most painting I do on my kits is maybe some panel lining or hand painting some of the details and for that I’ve just mostly used techniques I’ve used for mini painting or I’ve used acrylic paint pens. I do have an airbrush but I’m nervous...
  6. Koushirou

    Depression

    It's tough when all the activities I enjoy are just online or solo hobbies. I mean, there was MtG, but that was always something I did together with the husband, never by myself. Overall, I'm a pretty boring person and just don't really deviate from the stuff I already enjoy. Yeah...
  7. Koushirou

    You know you're getting old when.....

    Last week, I woke up 4 different times through out the morning to 4 different fucking charlie horses. Fuck this shit.
  8. Koushirou

    Depression

    The stopping seeing people just seems difficult to me. I don't want to have to deal with conflict or hurt feelings or whatever else. I don't like having to be mean to people potentially.
  9. Koushirou

    Depression

    This is actually a concern I have: that I'd put in effort into making friends just to realize that I don't like them and now I'm stuck with them.
  10. Koushirou

    Depression

    Actually went out on a boat with some of my guildies from Fennin for a day or so. Was a great day. Best times of my life have been meeting folks IRL for Blizzcons or PAX or other conventions and get-togethers. I'll always take the opportunity to meet up with an online friend if the...
  11. Koushirou

    Depression

    Is it bad I was also a Fennin Ro player?
  12. Koushirou

    Depression

    Unfortunately so far, it's done jack and shit for either issue so probably just going to get off of it after the month of trying it.
  13. Koushirou

    Depression

    I even mentioned I'm not really sure what I want. Just someone checking in on me on occasion without me having to prompt first, I guess? Like, it's no secret to them that I'm struggling and feeling shitty. Would at least hope my family would be capable of doing that. And yeah, Khane's...
  14. Koushirou

    Depression

    I thought I'd start feeling better now that the husband got his own place and is already moving his stuff out, aside from being sad about losing my cat, Bruce. He'll be done everything next weekend when his family comes down and moves the last of his big furniture. As much as he doesn't get...
  15. Koushirou

    What are you listening to at the moment?

    Been listening to this a whole lot this year with how shitty life's been since it's one of the few things that brings me some comfort. Just got back from seeing this man on his acoustic tour. This song was absolutely beautiful in person.
  16. Koushirou

    Daybreak Sues The Heroes Journey EQ EMU Server Devs

    Yeah, but he's not wearing khakis and sunglasses either, though...
  17. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    I’ve got a white sign soapstone necklace for that.
  18. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Shouldn’t be hard to do. My body count’s a whopping 4: 1 husband, 2 LDR BFs and one friend I liked who was still a virgin at 30 so his friends basically bullied him into sleeping with me to get him over it and then he never spoke to me again. Very good for the self-esteem. Shit, I don’t even...
  19. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Yeah, doubt this is gonna be happening. I feel like my friends and everyone else are a lot more optimistic than I am about getting someone new.
  20. Koushirou

    RL Picture Thread

  21. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Well, some good news. Husband got an apartment and I think can start moving in on the 1st of September. Decent place and the price wasn't too bad, either. Also plenty of windows for Bruce to get his cat TV from and buffer spaces on the entrances so no worries about him door dashing. He seems...
  22. Koushirou

    RL Picture Thread

    Not gonna lie, I was a little disappointed that you didn’t instantly show up with that gif when I posted.
  23. Koushirou

    Daybreak Sues The Heroes Journey EQ EMU Server Devs

    You get your cleric 2.0 yet?
  24. Koushirou

    The "Shit I just bought" thread

    Just noticed the team from my old city did a rebrand and had a hat if you were interested. https://redwings.milbstore.com/collections/rochester-white-hots/products/rochester-white-hots-59fifty-fitted-cap
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    Funny, Strange, Random Pics

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    Depression

    Obviously, still stuck in the rut, but my sleep has been getting worse and worse. I've always had trouble falling asleep and getting any decent rest, but these days it's almost impossible. I get into bed and it's just a non-stop hail of every bad thing that's happened to me and why it proves...
  27. Koushirou

    World of Warcraft: Current Year

    What the fuck is up with the lip synching in that cinematic. I didn't really play much of TWW and the trailer for it wasn't that good, IMO, but the animation quality was a shitload better than whatever this just was.
  28. Koushirou

    Parent Thread

    When I was that age, I didn't have any interest in sex, either, and was convinced I was never going to care about it. Of course, I didn't have a boyfriend, either, so dunno how that works.
  29. Koushirou

    The Fast Food Thread

    Tried that ice cream sundae; was not a fan. Chocolate tasting sodas are just always weird to me.
  30. Koushirou

    RL Picture Thread

    Most stuff I just barcode scan, but anything nebulous or loose I'll weigh since things like a cup of granola is usually nowhere close to the grams of granola in that same serving. Trying to keep a good mix of the strength training and the cardio. Mostly just hit the stair master for the cardio...
  31. Koushirou

    RL Picture Thread

    I eat between 12-1450 calories per day (except Fridays and Saturdays I'll let myself go over, but honestly it doesn't even happen all the time and if I do it's not by much). I raid in EQ 4 nights a week and spend the entire raid on my desk walking pad, so that's between 1-4 hours of walking 4...
  32. Koushirou

    RL Picture Thread

    Decided to try and replicate the pic from March to see if the weight loss is working. Hard to notice day to day, but making some progress at least. Made sure to keep the pipe.
  33. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    I still have a lawyer on the backburner and if I do see anything even remotely shifty I'm pulling the trigger on it. He was apparently only able to just get a lawyer or maybe an aide to just look at his packet and make sure it's filled out correctly, not for any representation or legal advice...
  34. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Can judge me for it, but I don't wish him ill will. I just want us apart and to go on our own ways. Legitimately, I hope he learns and grows and does well for himself, but he's got a lot of shit to learn to get to that point and he can't do that while I'm around. And honestly, I think I just...
  35. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    He only quit work this New Year's. He bought that in like 2018? Both of our cars are thankfully paid off.
  36. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Yes, lol.
  37. Koushirou

    Whats rustling your jimmies?

    QR code phishing.
  38. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Just a tad.
  39. Koushirou

    Marriage and the Power of Divorce

    Correct. Like, he wants to go to Big Lots or Walmart or something with me in tow, pick out something up to $X dollars and buy it for him. And naturally, we have to use my car for it, too, because shit ain't going to fit in his Challenger. He did say Facebook Marketplace is fine, too, lol. I...
  40. Koushirou

    Retirement... (i.e. what are you going to be after you've grown up)

    In a way it's kind of sad that this is the best place I have to go to for a lot of life advice in general, but at the same time it's also awesome. Getting the perspectives from people across all walks is super helpful and I seriously appreciate all the advice folks are willing to give.