Azrayne
Irenicus did nothing wrong
Well a week in detox did jack shit. Been kicking on more or less since I got out, except for a 9 day break when I got out of town. But had to come back, and was on it again within an hour or so. Next up is CBT treatment, a longer stay out of town to hopefully get more time to get it out of my system. Not sure after that. I've at least toned down consumption a bit, going non-stop was leading to some pretty intense burnout, dealing with that whole scene constantly was seriously fraying my nerves. Using half my stuff just navigating that whole world to get more, then still being so wiped out I'd go home and use the rest getting completely twacked to blow off steam.
A lot more relaxed now, even though I'm still going at it. Also stopped all IV use and cut drinking down to a fraction of what it was. Small steps I guess.
But yeah meth is kinda evil. Not an awesome lifestyle decision. Who knew?
A lot more relaxed now, even though I'm still going at it. Also stopped all IV use and cut drinking down to a fraction of what it was. Small steps I guess.
But yeah meth is kinda evil. Not an awesome lifestyle decision. Who knew?