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My problem isn't with the game so much as my self discipline. This isn't the grown up forum, so I'll spoiler my feels:I don't understand views like this. Were you not having any fun?
I meandered around a lot in my explanation, but the gist of it is that I'm being a lazy shit head IRL because of BD. I'm convincing myself that I'm getting so much done thanks to the innumerable tasks and progress oriented activities BD has to offer. While it's true that I'm accomplishing a lot, what I'm doing has no real value, just entertainment. Unfortunately, the days of me being able to dedicate part-time job level of hours to entertainment are gone for the foreseeable future, but that didn't stop me from playing as though I had nothing better to do.
So yeah, for the most part I was having a lot of fun, but that video convinced me that the grind is never ending. That's a real problem for someone like me who is subconsciously racing towards a finish line. For whatever reason this game was hooking me as hard as vanilla EQ, but I'm 30 now, not 13. I can't do that again.
So yeah, for the most part I was having a lot of fun, but that video convinced me that the grind is never ending. That's a real problem for someone like me who is subconsciously racing towards a finish line. For whatever reason this game was hooking me as hard as vanilla EQ, but I'm 30 now, not 13. I can't do that again.