So I am done. I had promised myself that I wasn't spending anymore money on this game. I hadn't spent anything excessive since I started last year, but I still felt like it was a waste of money. But just recently my resolve was broken when I got 1 random Hyoh on a 4 star ticket. So I purchased one bundle of lapis to finish the 11k step up. Suddenly it seemed ok to spend again. On impulse I went through the 25k step up twice chasing A.Rain. That woke me up and I instantly regretted it. So I just sold every 5, 6, and 7 star unit I had and uninstalled.
Total spent in 16 months of playing was $1000, $300 of that being this latest bit. That might not seem like much, and in the grand scheme of things it isn't, but feeling like I don't have total control over myself is not ok. Anyways, I hope you all continue to have fun with the game and good luck with your pulls.