Ngruk said:
You"re a liar Ut, and that you just proved it makes it even funnier, and that you continue to is funny, yet sad at the same time.
What the fuck did you just type? Ego typing now and you are flailing on your keyboard?
Should I email you the pic of me and Kirb?
Or how about me and Smithson.
Or better yet, how about a couple shots of me on the field of which I really hoped you would have been a QB instead of a pitcher so I could have "Mistakenly" drove your facemask into the turf without fucking my team on a PF.
You reply because you know it"s true. And you cannot handle the fact that I am here. As well as others. You think that other "sports" guys never post here.
I came here for a reason. Which is now fucking blown but at least they don"t know who I am. I got sick of the bullshit and everyone kissing my ass because of what I did and I wanted something different and real. You came here to stroke the same cock because you cannot have people drooling over you in the bullpen before a game.
Worse than that, you came here to make money on it. Because somewhere along the line, you lost focus of what really matters. Who you fucking are.
It doesn"t matter what the crowd thinks, it doesn"t matter about the noise. They don"t know who the fuck you are. And you shouldn"t care either.
But you used that to make a fucking buck. Which is fine, but don"t be a fucking gamer poser and pretend to be something you are not to make money.
From here on out, just fucking say you are Curt Schilling and you want to divert your time into making games because it is interesting and you think there is a solid business in it. That would go a fuck of a long way more than some dipshit marketing intern telling you that yo should speak about X game because that will get them to believe in you.
Seriously, just knock it the fuck off.
And I swear to Christ, Ego aside, you don"t know who the fuck I am. And I do not need to stroke my own cock to let you know.
I"ll end with this: I know what it is like to have your profession torn from you and you are done. You retired. Others aren"t so lucky. I know what is it is like when your "life" ends when your career ends. The money is there. The family is there. But your entire identity is fucking gone. And it sucks.
Trust me, I know. And don"t for one fucking second think I don"t.
But Jesus Christ bud, don"t fucking sell yourself out to make a profit on it. Just be your God damn self and who gives a fuck all about anything, or anyone, else.
I am still giving you the benefit of the doubt because I know how much it sucks to not have our life. But don"t fucking pretend to be someone you"re not for the sake of a fucking dollar.