oh stop, this old thing
anyway, idk if i'd say my life is "god-filled." unless, i suppose, having "god" in me is also an effortless thing that i'm just doing without thinking about it? i am of the "theistic" ilk that believe that "god" is more akin to the constant force of truth and reason and consciousness that must have existed since the beginning of existence, and the counter balance against entropy keeping the universe from annihilating itself, rather than some mystical man in the sky telling arbitrarily deciding what is right and wrong and punishing those that disagree... then yeah then perhaps "god-like" i suppose.