The only thing of Kuriin's I wanted to stick my penis in was that quiche or tart or whatever the fuck he posted while standing in his kitchen. That thing looked baller.
No one hated you for looking like an attention whore, people hated you for actually being an attention whore.
Sorry, I guess we have too many trannies here that I can't keep them apart. LOL. I thought MorrowGirl was Jerle. :|
Fair enough.
Yeah, when I was on Gaydar and pretty innocent, never having been with a man before, pre transition, I got a lot of attention. Had some interesting experiences on ol' Gaydar. Enter a chatroom of your area, post if you're top or bottom and if you can host, bam sex. But damn they loved the idea of someone probably being straight and innocent.
Just trying to take the piss and shoot the shit to lighten the mood and show I won't get hostile or defensive about anyone saying anything disapproving, and that it's fine. Won't freak out if you call me a tranny, despite demising it, or a man, or an it, or insist it's just an inverted penis. It's all cool. I am what I am and happy, and nothing can change that. Just saying, I'm not going to cause a shitstorm about trans issues this time so it doesn't need to be a major topic. Plus I thought the inverted penis gay male sex joke was at least moderately clever and funny, no?
I'm not him. I think that guy was making a joke. When I came out here, I started chill and people were open to me, but then I started getting my panties in a bunch more and more and getting more defensive and strict and so obviously that annoyed people. I see why now, but I had to gain enough confidence to get out of that mentality, to get to a point where I've had enough positive reinforcement in my daily interactions and relationships that it really doesn't matter what any one person or group thinks or says, because I'll still have all the good people, platonic or romantic that accept me and enjoy my company. At the end of the day we're all human beings and we're all just looking for happiness, so I feel a lot more zen now and accepting of people that don't accept me. Who am I to tell a straight guy he has to be attracted to me or he's homophobic, or that he has to consider me X and Y in his head? Fuck it, do and think as you wish, we can get on about other things, things that actually matter. Not off hormones, well I'm off my testosterone blockers, don't need them anymore, and am on lower estrogen, but never for an instant stopped and am post op. Couldn't go back even if I wanted to at this point.
