Damn lost in a round of swords play. That's the dictum for so many people. Almost forgot I went to college to make up for it. It was a close call. This is everything I've been talking about. We're caught up to global standards. No longer living in a dream like world, but facing the cold nightmare.
In addition I've prayed to catch up with the cripple effect. Hope that helped. But I fucked up on my way back. The God was nice to me about it. I couldn't see this going any further.