Not to mention from your posts it sounds like you're feeling guilty because you're having feelings for this woman and are conflicted about it. Just leave, no good can come of this. Lets just say you are the first person she has cheated on her husband with, and lets just say its because she has a "special" connection with you. What do you expect to come out of the situation? She leave her husband and kids to be with you? Do you want to be with someone who left a perfectly fine marriage of 10+ years with two kids to get some thrills?
I felt guilty at the beginning, but it quickly became less and less of an issue.
My first time as I said, but I guess you can get used to anything if time permits.
Also, not expecting anything of it. I don't believe in marriage, never ever wanted to be married or have kids (like ever).
She knows this. We are not a good match outside of having sex. Wouldn't want her to be around in my daily life (24/7).
However, you are right. As I wrote earlier, I am "sometimes" conflicted about it. Like once or twice a month when I think too much about it. Which actually made me write all this down now (it is going on since february) to get it out of my head and to get some real, honest opinions about it. It has been pretty clear that almost all of you see it the same way: get the fuck out while I can
There are no pics, she makes sure of that every time.
Not going to make any in secret (I might use them in a bad way eventually).
I'm a real nice guy, normally. Not the asshole I appear to be right now.
She, however, gets me to do stupid things (I know it's not all her fault).
That is why I'm asking for advice.
It'll be a challenge to get the fuck out, but seems that's how it has to be.
