Vanessa's Tranny AMA Blog Thread

Vanessa · Dec 12, 2021

Kyougou said:
I feel like a lot of strife coming your way Vanessa comes from you sort of changing over time since you started posting here.

I don't mind the strife. I'm a big girl ^_^ It's wild to go back to say, page 80 and see the change of how I was perceived versus now, yeah. It's palpable. ...and I understand why.

Kyougou said:
Could you take a moment to enlighten everyone that might have not been here since you started posting about who you were and what you believed before and how that changed since?

I want to say I haven't changed, but I guess I did from y'alls vantage point. Long story, and I'll try to keep it as short as possible (that always goes smoothly).

I've always been a child of God. Since I was 7 years old. See, the thing is, what we ARE... our identity... is how the world perceives us. Some folks may put a foundational identity in being a painter. Bob Ross for example. Some people may put their identity into what they do. Some... into what they are. Some people put their entire identity into their skin color. ...and some, some may even pour their identity into their sexuality.

Point is... we are who we are. My identity of a transsexual to YOU guys supersedes anything else here. But in reality... real life... me being a transsexual is just an unfortunate inconvenience. A biological fact that something wonky happened in my mom's womb... not sure what but I am who I am. My primary identity, as it were, whether I LOOK male or female is a Christian. I know God is real. I know Jesus is real. He was here. It all happened.

With many posters here, once that fact came to light, their perception of me changed. You'll have evil people stating that it's because I want to give puberty blockers to kids but no... that's not what it's about. That's a lie that trolls have used against me for years now. Want proof? Ask them to find the quote of me saying that that's my goal. But tell them to quote the WHOLE post with context and not just the edited snippets that they use to weaponize hate against me.

Fact is, there's evil in this world, and there's lots of evil here on this forum. I digress though... you should, since I can tell you're being earnest, be able to figure out the rest.

Kyougou said:
And if I could ask a follow up question... do you ever feel like it would be better to just be "on the other side"? and just drop into all that acceptance movement.

Not sure what you mean. To just pretend reality doesn't exist and be a leftist and be all WOOOHOOOO pride is great!? No...

I shit you not... you will not find a more rational, sensible transsexual in this world than me. I love reality. I won't break it.

Kyougou · Dec 12, 2021

I hear you... but you did totally change... say if someone asked you for any kind of nude now... it would be met with some kind of sarcastic comment... and yet you shared plenty before? right?
How do you put that up against what you just told me?
It's not just from our point of view... its from anyone's point of view.
And believe me... I'm not trying to destroy your logic or anything... I honestly feel like maybe you have a point, but I would like to see it made, instead of just pretending it was.

Vanessa · Dec 12, 2021

Kyougou said:
I hear you... but you did totally change

My entire life has been change I guess but I'm a conservative and holding on to those principles I hold dear to me from the start. Freedom of speech. Freedom for people to be happy... to love who they want to. Free will is exquisite. It's a long "sermon" heh but rationally... you can't have love without free will and where there is free will there is good and evil. It's complicated of course but I've been searching for truth my whole life my friend. It all comes down to God and Jesus. He is the key to it all. I try not to be preachy because no one likes a Bible thumper but look... evil abounds. That's all I can say.

Kyougou said:
say if someone asked you for any kind of nude now

I just wouldn't do it. It's degenerate. I see that now.

Kyougou said:
it would be met with some kind of sarcastic comment... and yet you shared plenty before? right?

I have a good sense of humor, trust me (irl)... I know that doesn't translate too well on a message board but yeah... this forum is just a forum. Reality is reality.

Plus, let's be real... I'm getting old. No one wants to see that ROFL.

Kyougou said:
How do you put that up against what you just told me?

Just the way reality works...

Kyougou said:
And believe me... I'm not trying to destroy your logic or anything...

I welcome all dialogue. That is fundamentally a right-wing tenet... it is the left that blocks / censors and reeeeeees anything that isn't their brand of think, y'know?

Kyougou said:
I honestly feel like maybe you have a point

I have a massive ego for a reason

Kyougou said:
but I would like to see it made, instead of just pretending it was.

I don't pretend anything... maybe it's just your perception of what I'm saying that is getting lost somewhere in translation. Not sure what to tell you. But I appreciate your candor, truly.

joz123 · Dec 12, 2021

Vanessa said:
No problem!

Reality doesn't agree with you.

100% correct

100% correct

Blaire White on Joe Rogan says hello.

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Do you even know what trans stands for? I'll help. "Transition". It's the process of going from one gender to the other. Male and female are the only genders that exist in life. Untill you chop your dick off and get classified as female, you are still a male. Sorry to break it to you.

Kyougou · Dec 12, 2021

MY perception? that was my whole point, and you still didn't acknowledge it. You changed. And that is ok. I understand and respect that. Feels like you come here with a preformed idea of how anyone is supposed to be. And yet... you too were a different way once! not that long ago.

Hydromarty · Dec 12, 2021

Some get the bible

whoo · Dec 12, 2021

So this isn't my fight, but I feel the need to address your assertions about Christan people :

Sevens said:
being a christian about loving thy neighbor?

Yes. Jesus commanded his desciples to "Love one another, and love your enemies (or neighbors) as yourself"

Sevens said:
You cant have it both ways, either you continue to sling insults at others and youre not a christian OR you begin to practice the tenant of the faith you profess.

This is hogwash. Its the bullshit logic of leftist media hacks gatting ingrained in the way you think.

Christian people are human and subject to the same character flaws everone else is. We do not believe that salvation comes via "perfectly following Jesus' commandments" - we know that's impossible for any human. God sent a part of himself to become human and to die as the sacrifice which had been required for "purification" since shortly after creation (leviticus). Except this sacrifice covers all humanity if they accept it of their own free will.

Whether you are a righteous/holy Christian or a sick mess of one, you're still saved.

Sevens said:
hy·poc·ri·sy

Lack of hypocrisy is not required to be a Christian.

The argument that professing a high morality and failing to live up to it means that morality itself is "wrong" because nobody can be perfectly moral is logical sleight of hand.

Truth is truth regardless of the nature of the messenger.

Kyougou · Dec 12, 2021

hold up... though... the whole "you can't have it both ways" is something I am for... like... if you are a guy that feels like you should be a woman... sure... but no more competing in competitive sports against women!

Vanessa · Dec 12, 2021

joz123 said:
Untill you chop your dick off and get classified as female, you are still a male. Sorry to break it to you.

Vanessa said:
I am not a woman. I never was a woman. I never will be a woman.

Vanessa said:
Well, I AM a man. I'm the tranny that enjoys living in reality and being a victor and not a victim

This is why I call you the paint chip eater.

...because...................

you're retarded

Vanessa · Dec 12, 2021

whoo said:
Truth is truth regardless of the nature of the messenger.

Great post. I can see you walk in the light. Bless you brother. <3

Kyougou said:
hold up... though... the whole "you can't have it both ways" is something I am for... like... if you are a guy that feels like you should be a woman... sure... but no more competing in competitive sports against women!

I'll be as real as I can be with you. I don't understand myself. I don't know why I am the way I am... I just know I am. Been this way since birth. I'm a complete anomaly... a genuine "freak" if you will but in reality... I'm just... this:

Vanessa... a kindhearted, ultra talented, egotistical Christian Conservative Trump loving mess of a person~

Vanessa · Dec 13, 2021

If anyone needs me for any kind of propaganda in film, let me know~ I may have talent in that department.

Sevens · Dec 13, 2021

whoo said:
So this isn't my fight, but I feel the need to address your assertions about Christan people :

Yes. Jesus commanded his desciples to "Love one another, and love your enemies (or neighbors) as yourself"

This is hogwash. Its the bullshit logic of leftist media hacks gatting ingrained in the way you think.

Christian people are human and subject to the same character flaws everone else is. We do not believe that salvation comes via "perfectly following Jesus' commandments" - we know that's impossible for any human. God sent a part of himself to become human and to die as the sacrifice which had been required for "purification" since shortly after creation (leviticus). Except this sacrifice covers all humanity if they accept it of their own free will.

Whether you are a righteous/holy Christian or a sick mess of one, you're still saved.

Lack of hypocrisy is not required to be a Christian.

The argument that professing a high morality and failing to live up to it means that morality itself is "wrong" because nobody can be perfectly moral is logical sleight of hand.

Truth is truth regardless of the nature of the messenger.

Yes, christians are human and subject to the same feelings as all humans
but here is the difference
As a christian you are to turn the other cheek, you do NOT act upon as the common human would but are REQUIRED to rise above. This freakazoid here, Vanessa, in no way shape or form does that...He revels in hurling insults and boasting about how fucking wonderful he is. Ever heard of being humble? That is another tenet of christianity that fucknut ignores. Yes, christians stumble and fall, I understand that completely and would never judge someone for that. My whole point is that vanessa gladly embraces his anti christian actions, he revels in it...to him the words and tenets of god mean absolutely nothing. Go back and read his post, are those something jesus would have wrote? I mean that is what the definition of christian is, to be christ like.

Vanessa · Dec 13, 2021

The fact that this hellbound man is so triggered by my faith in God when, in his worldview, God doesn't even really exist, should show proof positive that God is very real and Sevens is an agent of Satan.

Imagine me getting triggered over some Muslim or Rastafarian etc etc. This atheist knows there is a God, but he hates Him because of his inner wickedness...

I embrace the Lord Jesus Christ with all of my heart.

This is why I'm saved, and Sevens is doomed to eternal torment.

Just look at the language that's used here... This is for any reader besides us who is questioning if Christ is real and God is real. YES! Very much so.

Know what is good, and know what is evil in this world.

Oblio · Dec 13, 2021

Vanessa said:
When I put my face into an AI gender thing, it comes out as a younger female. That is reality. What I am, in this world, is real... why that existence disturbs you people is... odd.

What happens when you show the AI your Cock?

Again Vanessa, historically I have been one of the few that was kind an empathetic to you. I understand that you think you are this other thing, I understand you are mentally ill. I still have empathy and compassion for you. As I said before I wish you all the best in life and for that very reason I will no longer continue the charade. I will no longer sugar coat words to appease you. I will also not go out of my way to engage with you. Yes, I may make a joke at your expense just like I would for any other member.

Lastly, your video was super Christian.

I really hope you get help!

Vanessa · Dec 13, 2021

Oblio said:
What happens when you show the AI your Cock?

LoL

Oblio said:
Again Vanessa, historically I have been one of the few that was kind an empathetic to you.

No sarcasm here: I appreciate that. I think I've said I've found you to be more sensible, down to earth, rational and generally a good dude. Compare that, to say, utter shitlords like Foler, Hodj, Fucker, Sevens, Punko etc etc... but this DOES come off as a bit of this:

...and needless to say, I know all about self-congratulatory praise.

Oblio said:
I understand that you think you are this other thing

I am. There's no other way to slice this proverbial pizza.

Oblio said:
I understand you are mentally ill.

In the grand scheme of things, yes. But as far as just day to day interaction in real life? Haha... no, not at all. I function just like any old middle aged moderately attractive woman just out there in the world. I've said it countless times and you people just want to believe what you want to believe, but I'll say it again: reality is amazing.

Oblio said:
I still have empathy and compassion for you.

Thanks. Again, no sarcasm: it's appreciated.

Oblio said:
As I said before I wish you all the best in life and for that very reason I will no longer continue the charade.

I wish the very best to you too! There is no charade... it's not like I've asked you to call me ma'am or she or whatever. I've never demanded anything of the sort from anybody here. That's leftist bullshit, y'know? Call me whatever you want, or call me nothing at all. Put me on ignore. It's all good... I ask nothing; never have.

Oblio said:
I will no longer sugar coat words to appease you.

Again... I don't seem to ever remember asking that you do...

Oblio said:
I will also not go out of my way to engage with you.

K...

Oblio said:
Yes, I may make a joke at your expense just like I would for any other member.

Sounds good. Ditto.

Oblio said:
Lastly, your video was super Christian.

It is (kinda) because Genesis 1:27 says - So God created man in his own image. This isn't just a visage (face)... it's a sense of humor, and God certainly has a sense of humor

Btw... where in the Bible does it say that thou shall not have a large ego?

Oblio said:
I really hope you get help!

I did... many many years ago. They diagnosed me with Gender Dysphoria and allowed me to transition and now I'm happier than I've ever been.

Izo · Dec 13, 2021

Vanessa have you thought about keeping <words> in here onwards? It was working so well for a fortnight, give or take.

Vanessa · Dec 14, 2021

Now that a day has a passed and the vid has marinated... If you guys think I'm not aware that I made that to be as cringy as possible... then you people don't understand me at all, and that's fine but LoL; I had fun making it and laughed quite hard.

Was a joy.

lurkingdirk said:
It reminds me of the students who take a class in the rudimentary elements of music, and then think they know everything well enough to compose. Episodic, disjointed, poor counterpoint with incorrect technique, full of fluff and no depth. If a senior composition student handed that to me, he would fail.

You're an idiot. You have nothing to show for your scrub opinions (unlike me) other than just being a salty critic and being the EXACT person that Denamian false attributed DK to me. As I said, I really don't think any of you folks know what it takes to be a classical music composer. I'm no Wagner or Strauss... never claimed to be, but fact is I did compose a full orchestral symphony and those were snippets of my work.

Where's YOUR shit, Dirk? Show us. Put it out there.

Erronius said:
How many times was "hatertots" used?

lurkingdirk said:
Excessively.

Once. Literally just once. I should know... I made it. This is just proof Dirk is full of crap, a complete liar, and it's pathetic you people believe him over me, but whatever... ignorance is bliss

Vanessa · Dec 14, 2021

Izo said:
Vanessa have you thought about keeping <words> in here onwards? It was working so well for a fortnight, give or take.

No. I make on-topic posts where it is appropriate. Not my fault there's a bunch of autists here that start up with me once I make one post that triggers the usual suspects elsewhere on the forum. I truly try to keep all -tranny- shit HERE and here only as what was dictated that I should be doing by LLR. Anything else is outside my control where and when others bring up whatever they want to bring up concerning me in other places.

DickTrickle · Dec 14, 2021

I think a single use of "hatertots" is excessive so I'm going to have to side with lurkingdirk on that part.

Vanessa · Dec 14, 2021

DickTrickle said:
I think a single use of "hatertots" is excessive so I'm going to have to side with lurkingdirk on that part.

Lulz. It was 100% necessary to be as cringe as possible. Dirk is just absolutely full of shit and he knows he is. Him being a critic to my composition is..... hilarious.

Oh yeah, forgot to add... concerning the video. It's not THAT big a deal, but I intentionally left it 'unlisted' so it'll only show up here with the proper link, so it's not listed on my channel. Basically you gotta be a FOH'er to know it exists. I'm well aware that it is in this forum's best interest to be as somewhat... how do I say... off the public radar as to not push the people that would love nothing more than to burn this place to the ground to have a chance to do so.

Here's the video again so that it's in this thread too for anyone that doesn't necessarily browse the amod thread:

I DO love this place. I can't take 21 years and just ignore it and pretend it doesn't exist and pretend this place isn't uniquely awesome. I just think, again, this place is very much not normal and well... the video is my love letter to basically say... you guys have had no problems trolling and shitting on me for years now (which is fair... I made my presence "known" by trolling initially)... I'm just returning the sentiment in the most Vanessa way possible.

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