Vanessa
believes some things I think are nutty
Like what? The more specific, the easier it'll be to confirm/deny because I don't think I think anything I
actually think is nutty... what's
actually nutty is the outlandishly insane things people have lied about that I believe. I think I fought that nuttiness for years because I actually cared about my reputation here because I actually cared about this place. This last round of LLR yet again making up rules just because he doesn't like me (we call that a napoleon dick dictator in some parts of the world) is when I finally gave my last ounce of giving a shit about FoH... and in addition to that, I've given up on responding to every. single. batshit crazy. post about me which is nothing but bullshit.
If people are dumb enough to believe the lies (a horrible sin... bearing false witness) told by one person about another with 0 evidence, there's nothing
that person says will convince dumbasses from believing what they want to believe. It's sad and I finally had a
"no shit" moment of seeing this about this forum. It's not about rationality... it's about cult of personality revolving around illogical beliefs... which, again, makes this place no different than the bluehair goons.
Again: Same coin, different face side.
Vanessa
thinks I am gonna burn in hell for my atheism
The Bible says this. I don't. If I actually wrote it, I could see people getting upset with ME about the book... but even then I'd just be like,
"Well this is literally what God told me to write" and I'd have to convince people that I either wasn't crazy or that I knew Jesus myself and I was merely documenting His words like a historian would (which... is exactly what happened and what we got).
But hey... Don't get caught up too much into the hellfire thing... think about the fact you have been permanently separated from your Creator... to many many Christians, this alone is Hell.
It's a gambit really. The people that care most about not wanting to see others they care about going there are the ones that would most suffer going to Hell. I KNOW atheists don't care about Hell as much as actual Christians, but that apathy (and, to me, acceptance of having your answers unanswered about why we are here) is perhaps what sends you there in the first place. I started reading the Bible and asking questions because I WAS thirsty for knowledge... not for fear. I found it to be perfect and amazing upon reading.
Think about Christianity as a relationship you are bound by. Just because you don't love the person, it doesn't mean you aren't able to be affected by their lack of love. Some people don't trust the government and don't pay their taxes. Guess what... they can seize your house and you'll be homeless and yet another crazy person yelling at the clouds because you didn't play ball with reality... which is we are bound by them (Render under to Caesar that which is Caesar; a great man said this, y'know).
You are here on earth and able to have good things because He is with you... even now. Eternal separation, which heretofore has never happened yet in your entire life (whether you acknowledge that or not) hasn't happened yet... but that day will come if you allow it to, and He can take us at literally any moment... aneurisms are scary.
It's a difficult road being in a Christian in THIS life surrounded by people who aren't (much of this world, and most people who say they are Christian but will not be accepted due to His perfection), but the relationship of actually loving Him for His amazing goodness is much, much easier... I assure you.
The forum beating up on "the resident tranny" cause
Vanessa
goes off the deep end from time to time while ignoring the rest of us doing the same shit is silly but it is our trademark.
Thank you for seeing the hypocrisy of this place. Pretty damn obvious to me too.
I still disagree with any deependedness I've swam in on my time here though. I think some of my most nutty ideas I've floated here I've always said I don't really buy into this wholesale myself... just floated ideas here and there. But as above, what specifically??? By all means, call me out, but a blanket thing on things that I don't even know what you're referring to makes it impossible to either agree or disagree, or to even possibly explain myself.
Ib4 tranny chaser confirmed
This whole forum is. I only trolled my identity because of FoH's thing for them (Fedor's infamy says hello). I don't regret this as it's produced an epic thread with some epic lulz, but SHOULD I have just remained an anonymous goon here and never once mentioend it? Probably, yep.
This is what my time on Twitter has given me perspective on. It's not my beliefs... most alt-right or conservatives agree with what I say, frankly. With this place, it's me. It's my name and my identity people hate. Fine... let them. Freespeech > all.