Just a warning to those who want to talk about 'gear' or roids, or any other illegal drugs: I can't host anything on this site that is illegal, that's a quick path to getting a knock on the door from the the blue jacket squad. So advertising, describing methods to acquire, etc are verboten. Talking about their effects, your experiences, hypotheticals, and that sort of thing is fine. If it becomes a problem you'll be warned first and the offending post edited. After that the punishments will escalate if you continue to not understand the whole lines and boundaries concept.
As for discussing mental illness, if you're trying to do so seriously there's the Grownup section. Trolling, personal attacks, and unserious discussion is frowned upon to the point of disallowed in that section. For other types of discussions on this topic(sigh), there's Off Topic or Screenshots. As a reminder, Screenshots and its subforums are the only NSFW parts of the forum, if you've got something that's even maybe NSFW, post it there.
Thank you honored immigrants, hopefully you continue on your path to integration in this fine and mature*snicker* community.