I accidentally attacked the first merchant at the church of Ellah when you start the game. I was testing out the flame and night sword attacks and didn’t realize how far the flame reached out and he wasn’t happy. It his him and he hopped on his donkey and began attacking me. I just ran away, teleported and even restarted the game and he’s still pissed off at me. I didn’t want to kill him cause I never bought the crafting kit off of him. So I googled it and it seems if you kill him, get his bearing and sell it to the twins at the round table hub you’ll get access to items he sold.