Shabado? Shadabo? Sade?
I dont know, whatever your name is. I"m way too fuckin" lazy to scroll back.
The situation you just brought up sucks a lot, especially because you were willing to give up that much ground all the way to the tipping point of the relationship and have to call it quits. No, like you said, it"s probably not love but it"s still it"s own world of shit. Anyway, good call man and honestly - declaring something along the lines of "Oh, you"re great but a relationship? Mmm, not so sure." Everyone has times where they need a break and get their shit together. If she can"t see her having her shit together or her mind made up within the next few months, then it"s probably best you had given her the distance and moved on then stuck around for a world of flaming fuck ups and stabs to the metaphorical venom drenched heart. It"s one of those situations you are going to walk away with uneasy feelings because, fuck all, no one knows how good it could have been or what could"ve happened but you have to let that shit go. Personally I say you did it right, better safe than sorry and fuck being sorry over women because we all know why. Fuck that.
The Ancient, fuck you.