actuallly, I previously had a conversation with her, she has always claimed, that although they have been together since she was 15....all the shit he has done to her she no longer has romantic feelings for him, she does love him and care for him, she knows that if she doesn't keep doing what she does that he will end of dead, as he will have no where to live, no money....etc. ( actually her loyalty to him is one of the things that i admire ) anyway I told her, I don't know if i could ever find somebody that would love me that much to do what she has to do, of course my wife loves me, but would she suck a thousand dicks to help me if i was addicted to smack ? doubtful.....So I am not under the illusion that she loves me more than him....