been distancing myself from the girl I spent all that time with. she definitely wants attention, get texts about not texting her as much and she"s reached out to mutual friends I just introduced her to recently to end up at the same place as me a few times when I didn"t invite her out. People always ask us if we"re dating when we"re talking with or near each other though. I think it"s because it probably looks like I"m being nagged at. We have to watch a film for this class that we both missed and she"s been asking to come over to watch it constantly. I cancelled twice already and she"s coming over tomorrow afternoon to watch it, but I told her she has to leave before 5:30 because I have a fantasy draft
Been hitting up an old booty call more frequently lately and now I"m scared she"s developed some real feelings again. It was the reason why we stopped talking last time, so I"m kind of a jerk for going to that well again but her body is niiice and I didn"t want to make irrational moves with other women just because my dick told me to.
I was in the hospital last night for my gramps, and he ended up passing this morning. I told my ex (the one who cheated on me on the road trip) and then by surprise she shows up at my house about an hour ago. It was kinda weird, I haven"t really talked to her since. Like I said though through the entire deal with her, she"s a great girl, just a fucking idiot and young.