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Sorry mashing my keyboard attempting to break it felt really good. So between the last post and now I txted with gamer girl a bit. Today and monday were her days off from work.
Found she spent the day with Gary (civic kid) and his friend Honda (yes we just call him honda) Honda is a sketchy late 20"s puerto rican who drinks and drives at the races and likes to cause property damage.
So she spent the day with both of them. I find this out when she mentions that Honda has a warrant out for his arrest and she told me she found out cause she was with them all day.
And she"s planning on going with them to the races one of the days this weekend.
JUST FUCK IT ALL I used to be sad I was a later bloomer and didnt get into the dating game until college, but honestly I wish I had never gotten into it. For every ounce of happiness there are pounds of heartache, confusion, anger, hatred, depression, etc. It"s not fucking worth it.