Anyone have any personal experience with MS? You or someone close to you, either works.
I'll try not to go into too much detail, I'm not looking for a diagnosis or anything, just wanted to get some "hands on" knowledge or info. Based on symptoms it's something my doc wants to explore.
There's a couple things that have started to become really serious issues in the past year for me. First one that freaks me out the most, is my hands get "spastic" I guess is the best way to put it. I just randomly lose control over my hands, as if there's a momentary disconnect between my brain and hands. It's either just a loss of control, or I'll get something like a spasm and lose control. A related symptom is tremors, I'll frequently get those now. Shit really freaks me out, honestly the scariest part of this whole thing, losing control over my body.
Back issues. I hurt my back pretty bad years ago, but most of my spine area has been an increased source of pain and other issues the past year or 2. I have balance issues sometimes too now, as if my hips and spine get out of alignment. I get all kinds of muscle spasms in my back as well, not just one area, I'll have entire muscle groups seize up and bring me to my knees. I have the spasms elsewhere, especially my feet when I'm in bed, my feet curl up as if the tendons are being pulled tight and the pain is excruciating.
Other shit going on too, but I don't feel like posting it on the internet.
I'm not returning to work this year, currently I can't drive, because I don't feel safe. I can't safely use tools or equipment, which means I'm effectively retired now if this is going to be a longterm thing. Not happy about that idea, I'm 3 months from being 40, and the shit affects my ability to play games, which happens to be the hobby I enjoy the most. Try playing puzzle heavy GW2 when your fucking hands are working against you.
Honestly MS I could handle. If a doc tells me I'm gonna end up like Stephen Hawking, I'll sit in the garage, get real stoned, close the door, and turn the car on.