Based on you popping off in the Politics thread, I don't think you are of the capacity to have a rational or informed conversation about it. Odd you would cling on to the Western ideal of an Antichrist.
Revelations was written as a allegorical commentary addressing the sociopolitical atmosphere of Ephesus/Rome around 100CE- The persecution of Christians and resistance of the Empire to its spread out of Asia Minor. It was the Op-Ed article of its day. Various living figures and institutions are depicted in metaphor. Domitian is the Dragon. Any attempt at 'prophecy' is a didactic attempt to assure the intended reader of Christianity's eventual growth, spread, and eventual release from persecution. It was not meant to be taken literally. People who tell you to read it literally are ignorant cunts that want to sell you something, like the oh-so-important and very lucrative idea that they know the truth of things that you don't.
If you're looking for some sort've comfort you're looking in the wrong place.
I don't think a traditional Satanist would look upon your lifestyle particularly kindly, if they were deeply examining the root cause of your continued maladaptive behavior. Then again I'm sure there's plenty of chubs in hooker boots and leather capes milling about professing themselves daughters and sons of Little Horn, so easy to get confused as to where your personal compass is supposed to be pointing.