Well I was trying the 30 day No Contact thing, but she spoiled that today. Had only been 9 days. We shared a place, her name is still on the lease til August, so she still has her key. Just walked right on in while I was cooking and I was just like "shiiiiiit." In the past, she would let me know when she was coming over, and I would step out for a bit. I guess she wanted to surprise me. I tried to ignore her for about 20 minutes while she did stuff around the house, but then we slowly started chatting, which then turned into almost 2 hours of conversation. I'm weak. She cried a bit, but my poker face was strong. It was all very pleasant and nice, but I'm a bit irritated now because doing that no contact shit is hard. I was proud to make it 9 days, sucks that it was spoiled by something out of my control. Do I start the 30 days over?
Oh, and I had seen it long term with her. Obviously, I was getting ready to propose to her. We had discussed marriage for almost a year now. I was just waiting for some extra $$ to get a nice ring. Had it too in a nice tax return, but that came 1 week after we broke up.