I don't blame Void at all, we've all got things we won't believe unless it's basically in our face. As I've gotten older I've realized the things I know well enough to say with confidence is considerably smaller what I'm aware of. Anything NHI/UAP related is a whole subject I could never say anything about with confidence, I've never seen a craft, never met an alien. I've invested a huge amount of time researching it and if anything the truth of what it is, or what's going on has just gotten more confusing and uncertain.
I have aphantasia, which means I have no minds eye at all. The vast majority of dreams I have are purely audio but occasionally I have dreams typically paired with sleep paralysis that are incredibly vivid. They always involve the same locations, with the same people and it's been that way for decades. When the telepathy tapes talk about the "hills", they sound eerily similar to these dreams. I've had conversations there that have given me information I couldn't of known, when I was young they were often clairvoyant but of little impact. It'd be what simpsons rerun would on tomorrow or what my parents would make for dinner. Between UAPs and telepathy, telepathy I can say with confidence is something I know is real phenomenon.