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Vanessa's Tranny AMA Blog Thread
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I was raised catholic so some of the teachings may not match with yours but, since original sin causes us to live in an imperfect creation and without grace until baptism we are detached at birth, and some people are born to suffer due to the imperfect nature of creation. Secondly is it not possibly that like the parents of childhood cancer patients your gender dysmorphia was part of God's plan? So the way you choose to respond to it could be biblical or not, maybe it is your great test?
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I like your post and I agree with it.
"Soooo if you agree with it, how does that jive with what you're talking about?"
Well I'm happy to explain! haha~
We're all born to suffer due to original sin. When atheists who don't "get it"; can't figure out why a loving God would allow evil into the world... they don't understand free will can only exist where evil exists. The Devil himself had free will and he chose rebellion. Eve had free will and she chose her own selfish path. We have free will and we choose chaos and evil over purity and perfection. These truths are where we, Indy, agree.
What I MEANT when I said in my quote born to just suffer and the nuance as to what I meant precisely when I said "pre-ordained to detachment from God" is the eternal suffering of Hell.
In this life we have on earth, no one is truly detached from the light just as no one is truly detached from the darkness. In Hell though? That's where it is final. After the great Judgment when we are dead... where (as is spoke of in Revelation) the dead, both great and small, are seen as a great multitude and the book of life is opened and we are to be judged, THAT is where we are either truly detached from the light or the darkness. Of course, detachment from God is Hell.
So the nuance of my point is that Hell is detachment from God, and I don't think any single person is fated to have permanent detachment from God due to being born in a perpetual fate of birth to death to Hell complete detachment. That implies God is evil to me, and that is... impossible. Just utterly impossible.
So in my strange case, I know I was born with Gender Dysphoria. If I was born just 30 years later, I'd be one of those kid transitioners. I literally grew up not knowing a "cure" to Gender Dysphoria was possible. I knew about transsexuals but literally thought they were more the intersex type, born with physical oddities of sexual ambiguity. I was actually jealous of them... isn't that weird? I didn't even think they were attractive like regular biological women, just that they could LIVE as women. Ya... you wouldn't understand but Gender Dysphoria is weird as shit, just like schizophrenia is weird as shit.
Gays who may or may not be born gay (thus far there has been 0 evidence that homosexuality is an at birth mental illness, unlike Gender Dysphoria) still have a daily choice of having sex with men (ditto with women of course). I have 0 choice of not having Gender Dysphoria. If I stopped taking meds, removed my b00bs, got surgery to look more manly again, etc etc.. complete detransition, basically... I'd still be a transsexual. I'd still have Gender Dysphoria. Only then, I'd be miserable, hate myself, and still be a sinner which crazies like Seven still delight in calling me. People like him are just pure evil (of course, he could still change and be a Christian... free will is awesome).
I've said a ton on this... I should stop. If you legit have any further questions or misunderstandings about this, please ask.
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I said I wasn't going to go back too far in replies but I changed my mind... I'm in the mood.
Ditto with a bass guitar and a guitar; it's like comparing a rhesus monkey with an ape.
As a platform, Facebook is king though. It can't compete with FoH with the options to customize posts, and it utterly fails on the free speech front, but it's where people I know IRL are all on. It is the normies version of FoH. I will quite Facebook just as soon as I will quit FoH: I.E. not happening (unless Blitzhauptregel wants to trigger me with his power tripping shit).
There's nothing fanatical about me. It's pretty sad you think any vanilla Christian is a "religious fanatical lunatic". Shows how batshit the LGBTQWTF community really is and why I utterly reject it... people like you. I challenge you: name one thing that I've ever said that reeks of fanaticism. But what do you people preach out there on the street when you march for homosexuality?
Love? Tolerance? Inclusivity?
Nope... hypocrites. Rules for thee, not for me. That's your community. You demand tolerance for you, but give none yourself unless people are lockstep with you in the ideology. There was a video of the LGBTQWTF protesting the Westboro Baptist Church. I assure you, your people made the WBC look sane.
Then there's this:
Now you tell me, which group is acting more intolerant, hateful, and exclusive... the Christians or the fags?
Exactly............
That's not a mattress, gimp. That's carpeting.
I dunno... I don't get too into the forumquest side of FoH. I just want free speech to reign and the ability to express oneself with the many great tools we have access to as posters here. That's it. Popularity with the userbase? Don't care. Reactions? Don't care.
A piccolo is a piccolo, not a flute, and vice versa. Any musician knows this. Families of instruments aside, they are different animals.
Ditto with a bass guitar and a guitar; it's like comparing a rhesus monkey with an ape.
This is not a problem. As a forum, FoH is king. I haven't necessarily tried to find another forum, but just from ease of use, the ability to really express yourself... the freedom to link virtually anything... it's just incredibly intuitive, free speech driven, and awesome.
As a platform, Facebook is king though. It can't compete with FoH with the options to customize posts, and it utterly fails on the free speech front, but it's where people I know IRL are all on. It is the normies version of FoH. I will quite Facebook just as soon as I will quit FoH: I.E. not happening (unless Blitzhauptregel wants to trigger me with his power tripping shit).
Christians would step back and be like... great. You do you. Some that actually care for you would proselytize to you because they genuinely care for humanity and don't want to see your soul be tossed away and damned. But they wouldn't obsess over your convictions like atheists obsess over ours.
I'm sorry that you hate God because you'd rather suck penis Kuriin. I know the homosexual atheist game plan quite well and your reaction to me right now is revealing.
There's nothing fanatical about me. It's pretty sad you think any vanilla Christian is a "religious fanatical lunatic". Shows how batshit the LGBTQWTF community really is and why I utterly reject it... people like you. I challenge you: name one thing that I've ever said that reeks of fanaticism. But what do you people preach out there on the street when you march for homosexuality?
Love? Tolerance? Inclusivity?
Nope... hypocrites. Rules for thee, not for me. That's your community. You demand tolerance for you, but give none yourself unless people are lockstep with you in the ideology. There was a video of the LGBTQWTF protesting the Westboro Baptist Church. I assure you, your people made the WBC look sane.
Then there's this:
Now you tell me, which group is acting more intolerant, hateful, and exclusive... the Christians or the fags?
Exactly............
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Now, finally getting to replying to the guy who broke this thread in a good, holy way:
You're 100% correct about feeling the need to "aggressively defend any accusation, attack, or slander". I don't deny this, because people have said really fucked up shit about me here and that causes others to believe them without a shred of evidence. No, that is not something I want over me. No one would.
This is one of the most pertinent dissections of me on the political front. Yet all I really am is a Christian, talented version of Blaire White, who is immensely successful. I don't think she has any real talent besides networking and being a socialite. But she's also younger and much more attractive than I am so that's deserved and makes sense. But yeah... so much of her ideology is mine and not because she has influenced me or I have influenced her (she likely doesn't know who I am)... she just has been side by side with me going through this stuff. She's awesome. She's just an atheist and not that talented.
Speaking of talent when you're considered the villain:
As Charlie says, it's infuriating. Hence, this thread.
Therefore, it's completely fitting that the most horrible people here also view me as one of the most horrible persons to be around. The chill, normal people here have 0 qualms with me generally. I.E. I'm a living litmus test for what a shitty person you are.
The thread numbers/views dictate that. I'm entertaining and know I am. I know I'm being watched and being scrutinized. I've gotten PMs about it. This is why I've said to Punko (and others like him)... if you *really* think people don't want to see what I have to say here, ban bet me with a poll. You will lose. Deep down he knows that.
The most outspoken people who are against me will, publicly shit on me and say this or that for the lulz, but when it comes down to it, I'm more respected by the community because they know I'm an entertaining, OOAK golden goose.
See, the thing many people hate about Christianity (and by extension, reality), is hierarchy. The idea that "All men are created equal" is NOT a Christian tenet, in fact. That's from the Declaration of Independence. The Bible actually has a parable of the talents... in other words, Christianity is about giving more to those with talents than without. It should be for God's glory of course, but it does indeed show that humanity is rife with winners and losers... people with different skill sets. People who are confident and talented themselves don't get rustled over other's success or gifts... only the talentless and useless among us seem to get salty.
Hierarchy IS holy. God is above all. The angels and spirits of heaven (who are absolutely trippy in their description... look... these beings are literally biblically accurate:
are above us, as we are above all the animals of the earth.
So for sure there are even hierarchies within humans.
Vanity is sinful if it somehow supercedes God... an atheist's vanity that they are their own God. They are their own power.
My vanity isn't sinful in that respect. I know my place. I know I'm somewhere above common man as far as TALENT but way waaaaay below the Angels and God and Christ.
Preach Brother Whoo!
It's a free forum... don't be so shy. I love when people like you chime in here.
I'm curious about these "interesting series of events"! Please share. Hell, you could PM me if they're too sensitive for this peanut gallery.
Ok, so here's how I, Vanessa herself sees it:
You're 100% correct about feeling the need to "aggressively defend any accusation, attack, or slander". I don't deny this, because people have said really fucked up shit about me here and that causes others to believe them without a shred of evidence. No, that is not something I want over me. No one would.
I call them Hatertots (to further trigger them.... you realize I'm a shitposter too, yes?), you call them "The Exterminator" but it's the same role, yep! Ever since I popped in and Hodj has been here, their goal is one thing: to break the tranny. It hasn't happened, and it's not going to happen. Another thing that perpetuates this is the idea that I'm the villain in all of this to these people. They're the heroes in their story and I'm the problem of society. I get this from both sides, and as evidenced on my YouTube channel:
This is one of the most pertinent dissections of me on the political front. Yet all I really am is a Christian, talented version of Blaire White, who is immensely successful. I don't think she has any real talent besides networking and being a socialite. But she's also younger and much more attractive than I am so that's deserved and makes sense. But yeah... so much of her ideology is mine and not because she has influenced me or I have influenced her (she likely doesn't know who I am)... she just has been side by side with me going through this stuff. She's awesome. She's just an atheist and not that talented.
Speaking of talent when you're considered the villain:
As Charlie says, it's infuriating. Hence, this thread.
It's worse imo. Waaay worse. They're evil. I'm not. I just give back what they give first. This has been my MO since day one here. If you're good with me, I'm good with you! If you're shitty with me, you will reap what you sow.
Therefore, it's completely fitting that the most horrible people here also view me as one of the most horrible persons to be around. The chill, normal people here have 0 qualms with me generally. I.E. I'm a living litmus test for what a shitty person you are.
Yeah... and there's an audience
The thread numbers/views dictate that. I'm entertaining and know I am. I know I'm being watched and being scrutinized. I've gotten PMs about it. This is why I've said to Punko (and others like him)... if you *really* think people don't want to see what I have to say here, ban bet me with a poll. You will lose. Deep down he knows that.The most outspoken people who are against me will, publicly shit on me and say this or that for the lulz, but when it comes down to it, I'm more respected by the community because they know I'm an entertaining, OOAK golden goose.
You did a fine job. God bless you.Regardless, that was more for me than you guys. For me, being a spectator to this feels gross. I'm also not asking you to care what I think. Carry on
Of course I know that excess vanity is sinful. Don't confuse me toying with our resident usual suspect knuckledraggers here with denying that. I'm just flexing this big brain of mine, to be 100% honest.
See, the thing many people hate about Christianity (and by extension, reality), is hierarchy. The idea that "All men are created equal" is NOT a Christian tenet, in fact. That's from the Declaration of Independence. The Bible actually has a parable of the talents... in other words, Christianity is about giving more to those with talents than without. It should be for God's glory of course, but it does indeed show that humanity is rife with winners and losers... people with different skill sets. People who are confident and talented themselves don't get rustled over other's success or gifts... only the talentless and useless among us seem to get salty.
Hierarchy IS holy. God is above all. The angels and spirits of heaven (who are absolutely trippy in their description... look... these beings are literally biblically accurate:
are above us, as we are above all the animals of the earth.
So for sure there are even hierarchies within humans.
Vanity is sinful if it somehow supercedes God... an atheist's vanity that they are their own God. They are their own power.
My vanity isn't sinful in that respect. I know my place. I know I'm somewhere above common man as far as TALENT but way waaaaay below the Angels and God and Christ.
I do every day, and that's precisely how I view the Lord. He is the Master of our reality, both physical and spiritual. We are ALL His children. Most of His children are just rebellious heathens, and that's sad.
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My God, F these subhuman robots. They're basically telling me straight to my face, "You are a dangerous individual to our platform"
Why you ask? Well let's [See Why]
Just the top three strikes:
- A meme about "First Time?"
- I added an ok hand sign to Facebooks little avatar characters of me
- A meme about Kyle Rittenhouse
You tell me.
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I doubt you're actively being watched by any employee of Facebook but you're probably being actively reported by people you've interacted with.
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If it's Facebook themselves, it goes to show how awful they are.
If it's people reporting me, it goes to show how many snowflakes are out there.
Probably a combination of those two things (because algorithms ARE a thing).
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That I'm a shitty person who is universally hated, right?
I kinda already acknowledged this aspect of myself already literally just today.
But generally there's just shitty people out there who will see me, a boisterous larger than life (or as Whoo has said was chaotic) person, as something to hate. Because every really good person out there who has known me personally, has seen what an overwhelmingly good person I am, and I have the PMs to prove it.
Evil people hate me just that much more because, again:
You get what you give. Like the Beatles said:
...and in the end, the love you take, is equal to the love you make.
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Have you ever thought you might be the problem and it isn't everyone else? You really have no self awareness.
You think the world is out to get you because others don't share your views. Your narcissism is destroying what credibility you have left and is alienating people around you.
In other words...
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Damn, I missed this gem too. Maybe I AM autistic. I've never been diagnosed but hey...
(this pic will make certain people go nuts)
These are your first interactions in this thread. So you tell me... are these the words of someone who was curious about me as a person? Or just lumping me in with the transgender movement as a group? I.E. thinking of me as just another tranny from that lot to which you already had an aversion to?
I have. I'm extremely happy.
...are you?
Yes my whole a
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That is part and parcel of the equation here. It's not the whole reason, I agree, but the aversion was there from the start from a clump of transphobic shitheads.
Well let's fact check that, shall we?
These are your first interactions in this thread. So you tell me... are these the words of someone who was curious about me as a person? Or just lumping me in with the transgender movement as a group? I.E. thinking of me as just another tranny from that lot to which you already had an aversion to?
No, the more you learned about me, the more you realized I didn't fit your mold what you thought I was and you didn't like it.
I definitely radiate the Holy Spirit but I don't purposely just go around proselytizing randomly with this topic or that topic. It just seems that way because, again... you're so evil Sevens. I glow bright and you cast such dark shadows.
See above.
Exactly... never said I was; never tried to be. The left feel they are victims. I'm a victor.
Bull....shit. It's the whole package that y'all hate.
You think so, and yet... you never hit your mark. Never. Because you can't.
Sure. Then I realize the people who tend to orbit me are horrible people.
Irony.
Nope... I don't think this at all. I understand how the world works very well and this is not how I think about it at all.
No, it's alienating the people who don't mean anything to me... people exactly like you. The people who love me (and there are many) are here and I keep them close (no, I'm not talking about this forum... I'm talking about my actual life). The rest of the world is... the world. Precisely what the Bible says it is: kinda evil LoL.
I have. I'm extremely happy.
...are you?
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