Stop embarassing yourself
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This is me in October 2018 at 72kg
As posted above, I stopped training Dec 2018/Jan 2019 and by August 2019 I was 85kg
That's a 13kg gain of pure body fat, I probably lost significant muscle too, so the actual fat gain was probably higher than 13kg.
When you're used to being ripped at 72kg, 85kg is overweight
Go look back at the graph I posted of 5 years weigh-ins, and look how many downward trends there are.
For me 72-75kg is lean, highly visible abs. 80kg is about as high as I usually let myself go, apart from the one time I stopped all training and got up to 85kg.
If there's seven periods of sustained weight loss, typically losing 8-5kg a time with 1 time losing 13kg (to go from 85-72) then if you add that up, then you probably get losing 50kg / 110lbs total
Sure, I might not have lost 110lbs in one go, but over time I have -and that's not including 2013 which is when I started training, to 2016