get help bro.3 squares a day, a working toilet and a shower, and a nice dry place to sleep with no responsibilities and not having to deal with people ever again sounds amazing to me.
Then again, my house has been hit by 4 major natural disasters in 3 years, starting off with a devastating flood. I've been without running water and/or heat 8 different times in that period due to various issues with the house and mechanical utilities basically falling apart and rotting from the inside due to having what was basically a 4 foot deep swimming pool in my basement for 6 weeks. And I've been taking care of my disabled mother and her blind diabetic dog the entire time. So maybe I'm a little biased but that looks like the good life to me.
i am serious.