Dealing with addiction

LulzSect

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Definitely not. It's still the same story. I just can't drink because then I seek that. Can't seem to go more than 2 weeks sober, if that.

Sure it was fun and what not going home with a gorgeous broad and partying, etc. Still frustrated at my behavior. Just can't move forward in my life if I keep fucking doing this and I'm frustrated at me and venting here

Like how do you save yourself from your self

 

Vanderhoof

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• #302

Most people are unable to stop using drugs/alcohol on their own and require treatment.

 

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Mrs. Gravy

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• Aug 5, 2017

• #303

LulzSect said:

Definitely not. It's still the same story. I just can't drink because then I seek that. Can't seem to go more than 2 weeks sober, if that.

Sure it was fun and what not going home with a gorgeous broad and partying, etc. Still frustrated at my behavior. Just can't move forward in my life if I keep fucking doing this and I'm frustrated at me and venting here

Like how do you save yourself from your self

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Oh LulzSect , please keep trying; seek a new self; keep the good parts of the old self, acknowledge the "less than" parts of the old self for the lessons. Do what Vanderhoof says knowing it's fucking hard...and vent it.

 

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ZyyzYzzy

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• Aug 5, 2017

• #304

Don't drink tonight LulzSect . Dare I say, we rather you spam fsr with banana pics

 

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LulzSect

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Thanks for the kind words forum chums. I'm home binging on Preacher and Chinese food tonight.

 

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Dubee the Sugawolf Pimp

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• Aug 18, 2017

• #306

Hello?

 

Alex

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• Aug 18, 2017

• #307

LulzSect out?

 

ZyyzYzzy

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• Aug 18, 2017

• #308

Alex said:

LulzSect out?

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He intentionally posted spoilers in the GoT thread. I hope he's passed out drunk choking on his own vomit

 

Alex

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• Aug 18, 2017

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Glad I stopped reading that thread after the leak came out.

 

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Good call. I got spoiled by NAME REDACTED posting his own spoiler response and breaking the /spoiler tag of the post he was quoting, while somehow forgetting spoiler tags of his own.

I got double spoilered, but like a boss I told mods to just fix it.

 

ZyyzYzzy

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jayrebb said:

Good call. I got spoiled by NAME REDACTED posting his own spoiler response and breaking the /spoiler tag of the post he was quoting, while somehow forgetting spoiler tags of his own.

I got double spoilered, but like a boss I told mods to just fix it.

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Good thing I reported his post and he got banned off of my report you cuck

 

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Dubee the Sugawolf Pimp

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• Aug 22, 2017

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"good thing I snitched, you're a cuck and I'm a snitch" said no man ever

 

Screamfeeder

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• #313

Off the wagon for the last few days.

Lost a dear friend to some bullshit.
Almost put a bullet through my monitor so I wouldn't self commiserate with morons online.

Thinking it's time for a massive life change. or a doubling down. not sure yet.

 

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Screamfeeder

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• Sep 12, 2017

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Fuck you Double Post.

You are my Bane.

 

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/brohug

 

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The double post was NOT the internet telling you to double down.

 

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Screamfeeder said:

Off the wagon for the last few days.

Lost a dear friend to some bullshit.
Almost put a bullet through my monitor so I wouldn't self commiserate with morons online.

Thinking it's time for a massive life change. or a doubling down. not sure yet.

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Sorry buddy.

 

Screamfeeder

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Thank you to whoever cleaned that up.

Sorry I went off.

 

Cad

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Screamfeeder said:

Thank you to whoever cleaned that up.

Sorry I went off.

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LulzSect

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• Sep 12, 2017

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Yeah, I continue to fall off the wagon.

I came clean to my folks about my "issues". I'm handing over financial control of my income to them and moving out of my party scene neighborhood soon.

Next step is finding out a closer place for counseling. I'm frustrated as fuck that I have to do this, but I can't seem to break out of not doing this shit. At least I didn't fuck up my job this time.

Only success I had was when I was doing out patient rehab after work in 2015. As dumb and unnecessary as I thought it was, it did help me stay sober a few months.

Moving to a party scene neighborhood did not help. I'm not sure if I got into more trouble there in the last 2 years or during my midtown days with my ex years ago.

Drugs are bad kids.