I workout like a mother fucker already , and i"m very into my job. I have a great network of friends as well which is great. It"s just the times in between which suck my dick.
I"m actually quite surprised that you guys are cool about this. Who would have known.
Yea, I know it"s the internet and all - but i"ve had my share and then more of hot women. Going out and meeting someone to fill a void or boost my self confidence is crap. I feel like i"d rather hurt more now and not hurt someone else slash disrespect this girl should things ever work out.
Talking about this as little as I have - I can"t say it makes me feel better, but it gives me perspective and experience which I appreciated.
Considered this, and i"m going to. Just a reward for you guys being awesome. PG stuff though. Note; none of this is her plus all are different. I have a collection going back a decade. I guess it serves as kind of proof that i"m not bullshitting either. If for some reason things work out, there will be more. one sec resizing.
Also, doing nothing + not knowing is the worst, second only to doing everything completely right and being punished.
I was talking to my buddy today about that.. like - if you"re a dick, or you fuck up, or clash somehow - you take that and you say "ok, at least I know what I did wrong, even if it doesn"t work I can take this and learn from it"
Now i"m like.. I went into this so open minded. I knew this girl for years before we started, I always was so amazed by her. I shared everything, tossed down my walls, I mean the whole nine - swallowed pride, communicated openly, worked through things - and now i"m like.. I don"t know if I ever want to do that again. I don"t want to take another girl to my favorite places to eat or show my favorite shows or movies. Such negative reinforcement..
Anyway, enjoy for being good internet bros.