Dr. "I think it's nice your mother is here".
I said "she's here because she drove and she's here in an effort to keep me from walking out if you say stupid stuff like MS, ADEM and type 1 diabetes are not autoimmune diseases".
Dr. "Ok I'll keep that in mind" as he moved away from me.
Partially why I had to isolate and read books and the internet for several years straight, yes even in the car while driving places on the highway, the back roads, wherever. It was intensive.
Now I have at least some perspective and cannot be told something that is patently false. During my learning I realized that I had gained a certain perspective of appropriate diagnostic medicine, and that this perspective was not necessarily the universal perspective one might gain from doing the exact same reading.
Then I realized the same was likely true for medical school..."You can take a horse to water, but cant make it drink". In this case, "You can take a horse to water, but they all drink a little differently".
At that point I got scared, what my g-father told me at a young age that '9/10 doctors are not worth shit and you can wipe your ass with them' had become true-- and it was negatively impacting my life. Even a doctor with 25 years of specialist experience could only treat symptoms and not root cause and he was still under-diagnosing my symptoms and downplaying my health despite the labs saying otherwise (I'm a white male I can't get sick. Just crack the whip on my back a few times). Despite 3-4 other doctors telling him "You're wrong", these 2 super-experts were just hellbent on not even hearing me out as if I was going to taint the presentation somehow despite me mostly citing other doctors opinions. Its all ego with these guys. I learned that doctors hate other doctors, and if they didn't come up with it, they rush to discredit it.
Anyway this isn't about me. You seem like you have a good head on your shoulders Borzak regarding all this, and you're gonna cope just fine. I was younger with a lot less sense of humor about ivy league educated doctor (not kidding) knowing nothing about practicing appropriate diagnostic medicine. I had to criticize them for going differential so many fucking times that I just stopped going to doctors. I haven't been to a doctor in several years, and if I want to recheck anything up I'm likely to order the tests myself.