Let's go back in time to my original post, back in the long long ago before multiple people thought I was asking for my own special game mode -
Whenever I play any MMO the very first thing I do is try and find a way to delete/hide/disable the exp bar. I want to play because I am having an enjoyable time playing. I don't want to be watching a bar fill up as I play.
So what I would like would be a way of removing any and all information regarding my rank from the interface. I don't want to know how many games I've played, won, or lost. I don't want to know what my current bracket is, how many points I've earned, how many points I earn or lose in a game, whether or not I'm in a promotional series, when I advance, when I am demoted, or the ranks of any of my teammates or opponents. I want to be able to play ranked with absolutely zero extraneous information. When the season comes to a close you can tell me where I placed. That's the only direct input I want.
I am not so mentally disciplined as to be able to set aside the trappings of the system and play only to become better. I am not Daigo Umehara. Even with full objective knowledge of the meaninglessness of the system it still has the power to alter my behavior.I want it banished!
And the first response -
I wish they gave a stats blackout option as well.
I'll expand a little bit. I understand that I am but a simple primate. If you were to bake a batch of chocolate chip cookies and put them on a plate near the microwave I would eat one every single time I went into the kitchen. Heating up water for tea? Better have a cookie. Bowl of cereal before bed? Better have a cookie. Looking out the window? Why not look out the window with a cookie? Can I just choose not to eat cookies? Sure. I sure can. Am I going to? Nope. So why am I not a zillion pound land whale? Because I bake cookies only on special occasions, typically once on my birthday and once at Christmas. Even then I'm baking them with other people in mind. I control my diet at the grocery store first and in my home second.
When I used to wear a watch in the Army I kept it set at lap timer so it would display 00:00. I did that because if I didn't I'd check that fucking thing all the goddamn time. When I'd look down and see 00:00 it would force me to at least think about whether or not I really wanted to know what time it was. I usually didn't.
At the start of this season after I finished my placements I was dropped in to Gold II and decided that I would make a run at Plat. I got to my first best of five pretty quickly and barely blew it in five games. It could have gone either way at numerous points in multiple games but I couldn't close it out. The day after I triggered a new best of 5 after one game and went on to fuck that all up royally. The next day I triggered another best of 5 after a couple games. This one also went to five games and on game five the player who called support ahead of me (the main thing I want to do) intentionally fed and taunted me about my being in a promotional series. That was it for me for S3. I do one ranked game every three weeks to avoid decaying.
When I set myself a goal of achieving X rank the enjoyment I had playing the game stopped. Those random idiots went from being an annoyance to being a whole day's worth of games right down the toilet. I used to watch Guardsman Bob stream back when streaming was a little less common and he would talk from time to time about how winning was a terrible goal to have. If you put winning first you'll probably do things like play champions or take on roles that you do not enjoy because you believe it to be necessary to win. How often do you see someone asking about how they can carry their way out of [insert Elo here]? Oh man, you've gotta go mid and roam if you want to carry out of bronze. Jungle control, that'll get you platinum. Everyone at Challenger mains ADC. Guardsman Bob was always of the opinion that you should play what you think is good, play what you enjoy playing, and then focus on improving. If your goal is winning and getting high rated than every loss is a setback and a negative. Fuck, now I'll never get noticed by Team EC (Elite Cockjockys). But if your goal is to get better than everything is an opportunity to do so. And that's what I want my goal to be. I want to be about getting better at whatever it is I think is worth doing.
The ranked system, as it is configured, constantly seeks to sabotage my ideals. It is the plate of chocolate chip cookies sitting by the microwave. If I want to sit down and focus on just getting better I've always got it in the back of my mind that if I lose too many games I'm going to get punted back a tier and have to gain more points to trigger a new series to win that series to earn more points to then trigger a best of five and any step of the way I could get smacked with leavers or trolls or bad players or lightning will strike my jungler's house or the mob will come and break my mid laner's legs mid game. Can you fucking believe my luck? I know with my rational mind that none of that matters. Not only is the entire solo queue system completely meaningless for almost every single player of the game of League of Legends but over the long term all of that crazy shit like lightning strikes and mob hits smooth themselves out. All you've got to do is keep at it. But holy fuck whenever I see that someone had to play 400+ games to get to silver or 1000+ games to get to platinum I just think "no thanks." I am curious where I would eventually end up during a season's worth of ranked games but I want to be focused on the journey. I don't want to be told how close or how far I am from each tourist trap landmark along the way. You are 50 miles from The World's Largest Sextoy. 45 miles. 40 miles. 60 Miles. What the fuck are you doing? You better step up, switch to Zed, and start winning mid lane if you want to see The Adolf Hitler Museum. You think this is a fucking game?
If it was easy to just avoid that information I would do so but it isn't. It's shown by default on my profile and after a game and as you advance or are demoted you are sent additional notifications. I don't want to know how many LPs I have (LPs are meaningless anyway), I don't want to know if I'm in a promotional series or if my last loss streak kicked me down to Silver 4 or if I've crossed over in to Diamond. I want to set aside all of that and concern myself only with improvement. I want to have no fear of losing just like Daigo Umehara.