Marriage and the Power of Divorce

craig is the the owner of his company, he bid the job at 156k, but i won the bid with an erection number of 170k, i still gave him the job at 170k, in turn he is giving me back 35% of the 14k difference

on a different case, another erector bid certain work of a larger job at $4000, when that work was eliminated from the scope the customer asked for a credit, which i offered $1,850 back, once they accepted it, the erector offered to split the difference with me, i didn't ask....it was offered

keep in mind that i awarded this erector millions of dollars worth of work over the years, and the same with Craig

and the company i am working out now, the owners actually kick me back cash, when i bring in cash deals for them, so far to the tune of $500, because they know thru conversation that my wife only gives me X per week for spending

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well your comment is half-stupid, i am not the problem, she was doing drugs for 7 years before i met her, she is in a relationship with a crack addict, drug dealer of a boyfriend, her mom is addicted to xanax, her fathers an alcoholic, her sister was on heroin before capri was,
sure not seeing her again would be best, but giving her the MONEY, what do you think she would do with it genius ?
the only hope i have is that she despises hooking so much that she will not fall back into it,
i made it so she only relied on me...so she hasn't had sex with anyone but me since end of may,
i paid for her methadone, so she wouldn't be dopesick and turn to tricking, but also gave her money to party (when we were together) and i limited the amount
i let her know the amount of money available ( she took what i allowed from the envelope)
she knew when it was running low and then pushed herself to enter rehab,
when i was unable to give her money she ended up stealing from her mom, because she didn't want to trick,
watch the videos, she doesn't view me as a trick, that eases her guilt and makes it tolerable
Does she love me ? in a way that you would for someone who has cared for your needs for almost 2 years,
she has had more sex with me than anyone else over the last two years, how could u not develop feelings for that person

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Johnny53 said:

yesterday, picked up Capri and went and got her dope, she shot up in the truck on the way to the club, well she OD'd her lips and skin turned gray and i could not detect breathing or pulse
so i rushed her to the closest hospital, where they used narcan, the doctor told me she was very close to dead, a couple of hours later they had to narcan her again, because the dope was so powerful,
now i haven't heard from deena in 2 days and she buys from the same spot, ugh
so i spent 4 hours yesterday in the ER with Capri, while there she reveled she has Hep C
2 night ago around 1130, the wife overheard me on the phone with capri, telling her i love her...
monday evening on the way home from work i hit a deer with my car, put it in the shop on tuesday
wednesday afternoon in philly, i crunched the rear drivers side of a pearl white Denali, i was driving my pickup (*from the kristen era) and was trying to swing around the denali
on a scale of 1 to 10...this week wraps up about a 2

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so yesterday i picked up capri at 745, by 900 we were at the club having sex, after i came for the sixth time she hops off and all my cum was running down her leg and the condom was no where to be found, so she ran to the bathroom to clean up, comes out and says she can't find the condom, so i had her get on all fours and had to reach up inside until i found it and pulled it out, after that she went with me to my job meeting, we had lunch and then back to the waterfront where we fucked again, dropped her off at the clinic and was back at the office by 230,
gave her $110 since i won't see her again til tuesday, monday is my 24th anniversary and don't think its right to bang a whore on that day

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Johnny53 said:

okay...i am having a emotional relationship with capri, which is why i stayed with her all afternoon in the ER, any other girl i would have just dropped off and left,
but , it also allows me to be hurt by her actions, which are fueled by her need for drugs
the question is "is she having an emotional relationship with me"
now she claims so, loves me, wants to get a place together, blah, blah
but the reality is her relationship is with heroin
call me a fool...but you don't have sex with someone over 200 times and not develop feelings for them, and i am probably more needy then most emotionally

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Johnny53 said:

i saw capri today, first we went to the waterfront, while she was enjoying her high, i was reading her journal and came across a page that said "Capri and Richie" I miss him
so i flipped out on her, called her a lying whore and kicked her out of my truck, she started crying and grabbed my cock...one thing lead to another and we ended up at the club fucking...i figured i paid for the date, why not end it with a bang, 2 condoms, 8 ejaculations and a failed attempt to stick it in her ass, dropped her off at home, see ya bitch, go to alabama where richie moved last week....

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speaking of nutted in whores and there moms....
i was with capri yesterday, and while she was in the middle of shooting for the second time, her mom called me on my cell,
she started off by calling a truce, then asked me to help talk capri into going to a rehab, after a lengthy conversation, i agreed to help her, after hanging up i drove her daughter to a new adult book store, where i fucked her daughter in front of about 10 guys

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so the message was sent via fb messenger i was sitting with my wife in the kitchen an saw it pop up on her phone, saw it was capris mom, michele ignored it, so for the next 20 minutes i was sweating bullets, thinking how i could grab her phone and delete it without her seeing me, well, needless to say i couldn't pull it off, she eventually read the message and all hell broke loose, she punched me in the face, my jaw still hurts, i halfway confessed, meaning i admitted to the act, but not the depth of the involvement, it was agreed that we would stay together due to finances and private schooling for the boys, but i will sleep in the spare room, but, who knows that could all change

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Johnny53 said:

so sunday i had to take my son back to his dorm in philly, on the way back home i rode thru camden, and saw amanda, spun around picked her up and we headed to the waterfront, she is pregnant and has a small baby bump, tits are the biggest i have ever saw on her, so we parked up and jumped in the back, i started by sucking her titties and she was going crazy, she then proceeded to give me a weak ass blow job, some girls just can't suck, ugh, anyway, on went the condom, and she went to reverse cowgirl, pussy still stinks, ugh, then we finished up doggystyle, came about 5 times, spent 50, she gave me her digits, and i dropped her off near broadway, quick 15 minutes of fun
Capri calls me everyday, but pretty much is on lockdown

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Johnny53 said:

went to deena's boyfriends house today to fuck her, we did it in his kids room, she was really passionate and on fire today, then i took her to the city and dropped her off
ignored 3 of capri's phone calls, and didn't hear from amanda

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