When I was a young kid around 12 I had a friend named Kevin. We went to this fundamentalist Christian private school in Henderson, Tx. It was the kind of school that had scripture learning in the same workbooks as your English or math workbooks. If you had a headache they took you into a room and the head teacher, who had died one time in the hospital and returned "for the glory of god, and the founder of the church would pray for you while smothering you between the two. Hands on your head speaking in tongues that kind of delusion. I can still smell her rotten mouth with green gums. I guess she couldn't afford dental. It was a very unpleasant couple of years that took a great deal of effort to deal with as an adult.
Anyway back to Kevin, Kevin had an older brother whose name escapes me this was in the mid 80s so a long ass time ago he was a junior/senior popular jock type character. Anyway Kevin and I were good friends our fathers even worked together for Texas Utilities. I would go spend weekends at their house and we would go hunting, fishing et cetera. We had an upcoming weekend planned where we were going to go fishing but at the last minute I decided I did not want to go. I don't remember if i begged or what but my Mom called and told Kevins Mom that this weekend we would have to reschedule. NO big deal right? Well it turns out that Kevin's older brother picked that weekend to go psycho and that's what he did. He took out his hunting rifle and a pistol they had and murdered his Grandmother, his father and Kevin. His mother arrived home during this managed to talk him down at which point she got away. The kid didn't kill himself but was arrested and I have no idea what happens after this.
That was the last year I went to that school and I was now hitting my teenage years after somehow dodging death. I lost a good friend and was forever marked. Soon after I discovered Black Flag, Suicidal Tendencies and other 80s punk rock that was all the rage with the city kids and a skateboard. I lived in a small town so I was abnormal and hated. Good times for sure, my point is that I was forever altered by this point.
I am about as liberal as they come but I don't believe any form of regulation or banning anything beyond any sort of common sense like to say rocket launchers, nukes hardcore machine guns et cetera. I think continued adult discussions should happen but they won't just like everything else in our current political atmosphere the loud extremists on either side will just scream and yell over each other without listening. I do wish Assault Rifles hadn't become as prevalent as they have now. But really it wasn't an assault rifle that killed my friends it was a teenager who snapped, I have no idea how that happened. He used their hunting guns, which I had learned to shoot with to murder his family. Cats already out of the bag now on that one so not much to do now.My point I guess if I have one is that bad shit happens and no matter what we do to try and prevent it crazy will find a way. Much like life will in Jurassic Park.
I hope that wasn't too much to read and made sense. I am not the best writer in the world so I apologize for any mistakes in grammar or spelling.