I feel like i'm in the same boat, but on the opposite side~ XD I won't ever really know though, I could just be trash. I think i'm like 1/10 games i'm not full of gold medals, with the new McCree its just absurd at what i'm doing. His prowess is so much more than what I can do in Hanzo plays overall, being hitscan everything is just walk in the park. I was 10/10 two tapping a Pharah last night on Kings Row, to the point where all she did was cry in chat for the rest of the match. Everywhere from calling me shit, to her teammates are shit, to even going to McCree and still getting pummeled.
Some of my friends are getting better though, often times we just have to cut certain people. Like we have this one friend who is grill gaemr. She has her friends, one of which is a 65r healer main. My friend is a Rein main, and that healer is a thirsty little guy so all he does is pocket the grill and it really compromises what my rein friend can do.
edit; so one of the guys in the Poke game, was Roflgator who is now the coach of Fnatic.
I feel proud to know that he was one of the main guys saying my name, less in a angry way but kept telling everyone they had to focus me. feelsgoodman