I'm real mad, bros!
I've very disheartened at the way the Pantheon Kickstarter was started, but even more so with how they're finishing it. It seems to me they've given up. They were basically absent for a week, and when they come back it's clear they weren't working on something to get the KS finished strong, but working on setting up Plan B once the KS failed It's clear they've given up on the KS, so why shouldn't I?
And, instead of just admitting they screwed up the KS are would try again or actually do work on their own, their answer is for us to give them money directly on a private website? No thank you. Not a chance.
They failed on a fairly public, tried and true, method like Kickstarter that others in very similar positions have used to great success, and Kickstarter has at least some level of accountability, tracking and standards. Basically, they failed to meet the expectations of a Kickstarter, so why should I trust them to succeed when the expectations and transparency are suddenly removed?
To me, this would all be akin to not preparing for a professional meeting with a publisher, not showing them you've done any work or are at all serious about a project, hoping to just get the backing of a publisher based on a few ideas and names... and then when the publisher opts not to fund the project, and with good business sense behind the decision, going up to individuals from the meeting and in the parking lot asking them for a private donation.
Yeah, you're right, that scenario wouldn't happen in the professional world without the company pitching their game looking like unprofessional scam artists. But, it's happening here, basically, and why? Because Virtual Realms doesn't respect us, the the people willing to give them money directly out of our pockets.
If they respected us, they'd have gone to KS with more than a bunch of ideas and a few names in the industry thinking it would be easy, because what, we're ignorant suckers who have no expectations?
If they respected us, they would have put more effort into explaining more clearly exactly what they were planning to do with our money (because people are STILL confused).
If they respected us, they wouldn't have taken time off in the middle of asking us for money to not focus on living up to our donations or earning more, but planning for the project we were still supporting to fail (if the KS looks like it's going to fail, man up, own it, cancel it, apologize and try again or try something else, don't just abandon it and make everyone look like idiots for continuing to support it!).
And if they respect us, and themselves as professionals, their great plan wouldn't be to simply keep accepting our money with even less accountability on a private site, when we've already tried to give them money through a public, respectable means like Kickstarter, and they couldn't live up to even those standards and expectations.
I guess if people want to donate anyhow, I don't really care, it's your money. I just wanted to explain why I'm not donating, and very dubious of this project's legitimacy at this point even if it does managed to fund in the last days. At this point, I've lost most of my respect for this team and this project, and having a game to play isn't worth being treated like this and supporting this lack of respect and professionalism. It's about more just a few bucks, it's about an industry that has comprised itself from a game-design standpoint, now compromising itself from a professionalism standpoint in the hopes of getting the game-design right.
And the only way they'll succeed, now, is under the expectation that we don't have any expectations, under the notion that we don't have enough self-respect to see they're being disrespectful, with the thought they can be as unprofessional as they need to be because we aren't refined or intelligent enough to know the difference.
I'd rather hold out hope a company with more respect for not only it's potential players and people donating to the project, but for themselves as professionals, will come along and do this right. And I'm okay if that game never domes. I'd rather never get to play the sort of game Pantheon could have been, than to play it because of the unprofessional, disrespectful debacle that this has become.
But seriously, amirite, Ut! Damn him for being right again!