Vanessa's Tranny AMA Blog Thread

Sludig said:

Given pc world these days entirely possible it was asked to humor you.

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Sure, I can accept this notion, and I obviously have a bias to say, "Well it's a good yardstick toward my 'passability' " because that's obviously my goal due to needing to live a normal life in society (which I do), but it's really something that I feel goes beyond humoring a tranny when a nurse is simply gathering facts from a patient to send to her doctor. (Btw, my medical records indicate Sex: F... not like, 'T' or 'TF' or whatever haha... I've seen them)

I'm highly critical of whether I pass or not more than any of you because I obviously have to live this life and I don't think it was a case of slipping in a validating question just to humor a patient who's an "oppressed minority".

Also keep in mind a thing that is perhaps overlooked in common thought is that when it comes to us, simply knowing someone is a tranny like all of you do to me I think changes a fundamental perception of us and leads your eye and judgment to a more critical mindset where it's like... oh, well yeah I can tell she's a tranny due to x, y, z, traits whereas I believe complete strangers who have no idea WHAT is going on between my legs are simply not that critical, because your normal average Joe isn't walking around looking at every single human being they interact with and thinking "Does this chick have a cock?" (I mean, y'know... besides Lunis and Slyminxy etc).

I'm pretty sure I'm accepted as cis in 80% of all social interactions I have. That other 20% I think truly falls into probably like 15% -suspect- but still err on the side of "ehh, she's probably cis... but what a strong chin she has!" and maybe 5% are perceptive enough to be like, "Deffo trans... doing well for herself tho". I don't think that's like... hopeful optimism on my part, I think it's a rational, honest self-assessment based on my lived life experience (which you guys don't actually get to see or experience) for years now.

In fact, as I've said before, my SO who has 0 reason to lie about this has told me upon meeting me that she didn't know I was a tranny until about 2 weeks into her employment at our old job together... she said our mutual friend told her and she couldn't believe it at first. She knows completely I don't need or ask her for validation... we're waaaay to intimate for that to be an issue whatsoever. Also, a meetup I had with a local KiK group I was a part of had the owner of the "room" there and we interacted all night. It was only when the girl I fucked that weekend told the owner that I was a tranny that she flipped out, calling me deceptive and a liar and I was booted from the room and told other local chat rooms to avoid "the trans Vanessa" because she's dishonest about her identity. Shit would've hit the fan THAT night if people knew after meeting me IRL... it was days later that all the drama happened.

So... my point with this long winded post, is that there's sufficient evidence that I'm passing just fine in this world vs. me entertaining suspicion and paranoia that the world is simply humoring a poor, clockable tranny I've never gone into detail about the concept of "passing" in this thread in detail, but if I haven't said it before (or enough), passing to a tranny is a huge deal that can't be swept under the rug by us (true, you guys don't give a shit one way or another). If any tranny says they don't care about passing, they are flat out LYING and it's more than likely a giant defensive mechanism. Even loners in this world are still social creatures and being both accepted on a base level and not judged harshly is something we all have in common and want... cis or trans alike. That is what 'passing' is to us; a fundamental acceptance of our identity that goes beyond words, compelled speech, pronoun respect, and mere humoring.

Anyone have a vague memory of Theryn Meyer?



Basically she was the not-as-famous-as-Blair rational tranny who was very outspoken about... well... basically what I preach 'round ere too. Ex:



Sometime a while ago she made an apology video about bashing non-binary videos, eventually killed her channel (all videos removed) and disappeared.

Well, she's back:



...and it's the cringiest shit. She's gone full blown SJW / leftist and essentially admits that this whole time she was a whacko who desperately tried to be someone she was not just to fit in for normalcy.

Soooo... yeah. Blair is stepping away from political commentary. Theryn lost her goddamn mind. The conservative tranny is even rarer now... God bless it all :/

You're such a sweetie to both ask and to bring it to this thread; this is why you're terrific Pharm Idk tho as far as your question; that's exactly why I'm sitting with it under my bed!

It's a purchase that goes beyond finances. Yeah I'm poor but no I won't starve or be out on the street with this purchase. I should just be saving for emergencies and for future me issues and worries but present me is like "OMG DQ11 YOU MUST PLAY THIS GAME". Look, I can't even begin to bullshit about this:







All three of these things were made by moi LoL. I'm a huge fan obv, and while not a gaymergirl~ (so many traps out there with that hashtag for some reason, Jesus) but more a filthy casual, it's this kinda war in my head between keeping the system and playing the everloving crap out of the game and just taking it back while walking into the sunset proudly adulting. I'm fully aware that this is a 1st world problem of the highest order; but in my head it's like "well... that's fucking $400 for one game... one game you psycho!"

So yeah haha, thanks Pharm; I'm def balancing the purchase on a knife-edge here. No $ for FFRK fest either... but if they do the gem-only for USB selects?! Hoho I'd have to dump some green into THAT at least for sure. Ugh... Being a nerd is rough haha. On the bright side, where I work is really really busy during the holidays tho, so money will be a bit more liberal coming into momma's purse soon, so there's that too!

(pssst, I'm "probably" keeping the system; just need to get through this work week unscathed and without the s.o. murdering me).

zzeris said:

Damn, I really didn't want to play the first few DWs again anytime soon but seeing those game covers and that map...arghh!

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It's less a map and more a 3-D art piece that I made awhile back. It'd be perfect if the page lines were a bit more inconspicuous but in person it's not that obvious like it is with flash photography (grrr). I'm really proud of it and it's hanging on my wall It's about 3 feet by 3 feet in size so it's big. The photo below shows how the 3-D geometry is "laid" for the world map (sea level is base... duh). The specks floating there at the bottom is me needing to dust the glass.



LoL, now you see why I splurged on DQ11?

Erronius said:

Vanessa

1. Opinion on the Kavanagh circus?
2. Favorite EQ class and race?
3. Allahu Akbar!

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1. This kinda mess is so loosey goosey... on the one hand, #metoo is a truly great thing because rape is horrible and any man that rapes a woman should face the full judgment of both law and society, and the movement empowered women because... after my lived life experience, I get why some rapes go unreported. I honestly do get it now. I could expound on that, but eh, just trust me. Even so and with that said... what is the statute of limitations on this kinda stuff? Like how many years and in some cases decades must go by where it's like... c'mon... what are you doing?

When a large time gradient is involved with this kinda shit... it starts to smell an awful lot like the rancid odor of revenge vs. sweet pungent justice.

2. High Elf Cleric, duh. Beautiful, desired.
3. You're trying to get me killed IRL aren't you? Fuck Allah and fuck Islam. Any religion where I cannot say what I literally just said due to receiving death threats is a shit religion. Say what I said but replace Allah and Islam with God and The Bible... I would literally feel sorry for you for saying that, not want to MURDER you for it. That is the flashing beacon of what an evil religion is... a religion of violence and murder, and Sharia Law demands this for non-believers.