I've been in sales for most of my life, in some shape or form. At this point, I hate it. I'm great at it...but I hate it. With a passion, to the point where I literally struggle with getting going each day because of how I feel. Now I get that many don't like their jobs but this is a job I worked out of necessity for years because it's what I was good at and what I needed to do so support a family on a single income.
I'm at a stage in my life where I'm tired of being unhappy, more so after my last marriage and I want to start doing things for me. I wan to be responsible about it to, but I want to do something that furthers me into a field where I can at least look at myself in the mirror and know I'm doing something that I wanted to do, and was not forced to do.
I'm not sure if any of that makes sense, it does in my head. Maybe I'm crazy, I dunno.